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Nov. 12th, 2015 | 04:20 pm
mood: thankfulthankful
music: drake-days in the east

The most reflectively honest I've been in a while. These past couple of years I've been ignoring God, I've been tryinf to take control over my life and obviously--nothing has happened. wHEN i realized that, I felt so low, so unGodly. But I shook it off, took the advice from my co-worker Tero and my brother Charles and prayed. Not that fake prayer, but that real prayer, where you cry and ask for forgiveness. I believe THAT is what I've been missing. Even though its become unknown, I'm willing to walk right in it and embrace it.

BTW, on Nov 9th my sister in law gave birth to my nephew! his name i Josiah! he gives me so much life! he is absoltely beautiful <3

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Rejuvenated

Oct. 30th, 2015 | 07:19 am
mood: accomplishedaccomplished

Feeling extremely over dramatic lol. If you saw my sappy post last night, it makes sense.

I hella rebounded today. I did what I should have done, I connected with clients & coaches. I feel accomplished 🙌. Im ready to do it again today!!

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Wish I could tell time...

Oct. 28th, 2015 | 10:07 pm
mood: indifferentindifferent

sometimes I wonder ifi'm headed in the right direction...

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Trial & perfect

Oct. 24th, 2015 | 12:51 am
mood: hopefulhopeful
music: Drake- Can I

Wooo-saaaaa describes this day perfectly. Well, the first half was really lazy, so much so Im ashamed 😩😩. I dont thunk I moved from my bed till about 1 🙈. Ugh so embarrassing. I really need to take on the "no days off" mentality and stick with it.

Something thats been weighing in on me is how to teach people how to love others. Love isn't teachable. So its kinda like omg what can i do to make it better??? 🤔🤔🤔

Im big on figuring things out. I always gotta fix whats broke lol.

Oct 23rd is the one year of my cousin passing, suprisingly i am doing well. I actually feel like the weight of bondage it had on me has been released. What a relief to know you've made peace with someone who's in peace ☺️

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i feeeeeel goooooood!!

Oct. 22nd, 2015 | 02:43 pm
mood: energeticenergetic
music: William Singe-Hotline Bling

everything has been going extremly well. I feel happy, I feel content, I feel like I'm going to hit my goals and the people within my frontline will as well (frontline is herbalife language lol).

All I need is a man. A man who's at least 6'3...and tan...and built..ha!

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After an afternoon...

Oct. 20th, 2015 | 01:17 am
mood: complacentcomplacent
music: Jason Mraz-After an Afternoon

In complete bliss today. Started a little shaky & overwhelming, but i got through.

Laughed alot during team night. Spending time with the team helps me understand why i do what i do. Theres so many nights im lost, but seeing them smile means the most to me.

My ex texted me today, there was this weird feeling of "omg stay away from me" feeling when he did. Not because im afraid of him, but because sometimes i feel like braking up because he wont show you love isn't a good enough reason to not be with someone. I felt like I wanted to try again fkr the 7784322 time. But i wont.

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new new.

Oct. 18th, 2015 | 08:55 pm
mood: anxiousanxious

I don't know how I stumbled accross this page. It's crazy how God leads you to things. I'm not even sure if people who I follow even post here still. lol. I'm even trying to see what's changed.

Anywho, I'm tripped out that I found this because 3 days ago a psychic told me I should journal. My first thought was, I'm too bust to sit down and right. So to be here right now, typing, well, journaling is crazy. I wasn't even looking to get back on here.

But looking through my old posts, literally 10 YEARS AGO has me in shock. I'm definetly NOT in the fashion anymore (I do HERBALIFE full time), I'm recently single as of last week, but I'm still in this weird transition periord of standing firmly in my greatness. I run around it, sometimes I know my power so much, I just get so lazy and don't strengthen it. But I''m tired of that girl. That girl that's always confused and unsure, I dislike her, she needs to toughen up and get her shit together *snaps*

I'm not sure if thats normal for a 27 year old, but 2016 has got to be different. I'm excited to see myself change through this next couple of months.
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May. 3rd, 2008 | 11:38 pm
mood: cheerfulcheerful

I'm at at point in my life where I'm so happy and so comfortable I could just fly. I don't work at Forever 21, I work at a fashion PR firm (Red Light PR) in Hollywood on Sunset. I loooooove this job so much it's everything I could ever want in a job!!!! Joshua comes home in 1 month!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY I'M SO EXCITED!

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Dec. 4th, 2007 | 03:35 pm
location: home
mood: chipperchipper
music: alicia keys- diary

I can't believe I'm doing this again. I thought I had abandoned livejournal all together, but here I am typing away...

So I guess you guys want to know what's been up with me since my last time here. I'm almost done with city college (YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!) I have two semesters left and I should be transferring to Cal Poly Pomona in Spring 09 to get my BA in Fashion Merchandising.

Joshua (my boyfriend) has been in Iraq for 4 in a half months now (yes we're still together and engaged!), thankfully he's been safe. He'll be here in California around Christmas to visit but he won't tell me when!!! It's been driving me crazy over the past two months. He has been in a couple missions where he has to go over and do "something". He can't tell me what that "something is, but when three of his friends went on a mission all three of them died, so I'm pretty sure these missions are dangerous.

I still work at Forever 21!!! LOL

I love my life right now, everything is so peaceful, everything fits perfectly together. I couldn't be more happier. 
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Aug. 12th, 2007 | 04:53 pm
mood: happyhappy

good bye everyone! it was nice knowing u all!

I decided to leave just because i'm never really here, but u can still see me around other communities. I'll still post at brokeandfamous thou.......

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